A Hurting Heart

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A Hurting Heart

Post by thecharmed01 » Tue Aug 22, 2006 1:47 am

A Hurting Heart. 11.10.98

I have a secret deep inside
It’s something that I try to hide
But no matter what I do
My secrets starting to show through
I’m letting people get too near
I think they see all that I fear
But I can’t stop or pause at all
I’m terrified that I will fall
Why did I let them in I cry
If they find out I know I’ll die
I think that I have said too much
I long for someone’s loving touch
Someone to chase away my dreams
My life is coming apart at the seams
A person to sew it all together
Make my heart light as a feather
Instead of heavier than lead
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
My heart is dying inside I feel
My life can no longer be real
How much hurt can I endure
Where will I ever find a cure
To make me worth all that I can be
I wish I could make myself see
How not to cause myself this pain
And how to keep me inside sane
It’s on purpose of course I know
I just cant keep from hurting me though
At least its only me I say
Others feel it in no way
The damage is harsh but it will end
When I am done no will to send
Another thought onto this page
With all my hatred, all my rage
Taken out on myself fully
Aware of myself in this gully
Lost to all no signs of life
It will end this awful strife.

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Post by robert adams » Tue Aug 22, 2006 2:51 am

I read this in a very fast tempo, one line after the other, no pauses, no breaths.

That is the way it feels to me. Like a race to get to the end.

Write about it, then Get over it!


Post by thecharmed01 » Tue Aug 22, 2006 3:03 am

Funny you said that.

When I wrote it, it took me all of about 10 minutes.

It was like it was just bursting to get out and I had to get it before I lost it?

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